oh god knows what i'm dealing with

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.. everything has been pretty mundane lately till the extent where i just can think of anything exciting that has happened in my life. that's just how bad it is. a lot of thoughts have been playing in my head. well, i know there are thoughts in my mind but i just cant seem to interpret any of them. everything is so messed up. i'm enjoying the feeling surprisingly. it keeps my mind working, not in a positive way, but at least the brain is occupied. anyway, it's almost 4am now and i guess i should probably head to bed before i start dozing off during working hours. not a very pleasant scene i suppose. :)

CHEERS!!