life isnt that bad after all but everybody has got their very own bad times and mine is happening right now.

i never saw that coming
i just think that i dont fucking deserve that
after all the effort
i performed all my duties and responsibilities
i did everything that i was supposed to do
and crap
all i got was that in return
i fucking deserve better than that
i've never expected something like that
all i can say is
WHAT A FUCKING SETBACK!!
that's just pure disappointment
confidence can fucking kill people
i'm just so effing lost
lost of words
lost of explanation
lost of direction
never in my life have i experienced this sorta crap shit
i'm just so out of it at the moment
sadness and disappointment at the same time
i just couldnt fucking accept the fact