double dillema

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Currently listening: Buckcherry- Sorry

the dude from Happy Bean just called. in case u didnt know, Happy Bean was the shop that i went for training few days back. well, when i heard my phone ringing and noticed Happy Bean as the called ID, i didnt have a clue what it was about. all i thought was 50 to 50, hire or fire. but something totally out of my imagination popped up. he asked me to go for another session of training, this time in the customer service section. frankly speaking, if he mentioned that he's gonna pay me for that training session, i've got no problem at all to attend the training session. but the bad thing is, it is yet another no- pay- training day. seriously, i've worked without pay for three hours for the previous session and now u're asking me for another three hours?? dillema struck me yet again. he mentioned that this would be the final training session. therefore it'll be make or break this time. however i'm having doubts whether should i go or not this time around. i cant think properly right now. my mind is flooded with plenty of things. company valuation, literature review, Happy Bean. he gave me time to think about it and to tell him my decision tomorrow. anyhow, i'll give it a serious thought tonight before going to bed. sigh.. decisions in life that i've gotta make are sometimes very stressful. it's all good if i made the right one, but i'll be screwed if i ever made a wrong one. time to let it go for a moment. got something more important to concentrate on. cya!!

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